I let out a lot of tears yesterday as I helped my kitty to the Rainbow Bridge. He was more than a cat, he was a symbol of strength and hope. He survived our devastating fire 4 years ago. He helped me heal then and again a year later when I thought suicide was the answer. He was my companion whose love never failed me even when others did. In his final moments here on earth he showed me love and compassion despite being in pain. I know helping him OTRB was the right thing to do but my God does my heart hurt. Thank you for sharing your love with me CJ. Fly free sweet kitty!